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TERUKO

by TERUKO

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    Music and lyrics by TERUKO (Teruko Anderson-Jones), except for "Viva La Vida" by Coldplay; and "Without Your Love": lyrics by TERUKO, music from "Samba Pa Ti" by Santana
    vocals, guitars by TERUKO
    recording, photography, videography by Rick Jones
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1.
Drifting 03:14
Sunday morning, you're alone, listening to a song on the radio. It takes you back to a time when you believed that things would turn out fine. But you know that where you are is so far from the star that you chose to light your way, and you're just drifting into another day. Buy a ticket, board a plane, and you hope it might take you away. But you still end up on the ground, couldn't hold the happiness you'd found. So you get into the car, find a bar and stay there far into the night, drifting until it feels all right. You'll keep reaching for more till you have everything, except what you're looking for. Outside it's pouring rain, and it makes every place look the same. There's no sun to light the dawn, so the night keeps going on. And the neon signs blink, turquoise and pink, and you think there's nothing here for you to stay, as you're drifting into another day. You go drifting into another day.
2.
Did I do something to upset you? Or was it something I didn't say? Cause lately you've been quiet and distant, you're here but you're far away. I can't help wonder, when you're like this, is there someone on your mind? Would you give it all up and start over, leaving what we have behind? Don't throw it away. Look in your heart, there's more reason to stay. Maybe it's just a passing thing that will burn out on its own, but I don't like wondering where you are when you go out alone. It hasn't been an easy ride, there's so much we've been through, but it never once crossed my mind there could be anyone else but you. Don't throw it away. Look in your heart, there's more reason to stay. (Lead break) It scares me to think of all the good you might undo. Don't throw it away. Look in your heart, there's more reason to stay.
3.
I should have run right from the start cause we will always be apart. But you can't reason with the heart. I can't take what this is doing to me, and you're the only one who can set me free. I'll be here for eternity in this beautiful hell, loving you this way. It's a beautiful hell to know you and not hold you cause you don't know how I feel, I'm not free to say. Distance, age, familiarity, or bound to another, some loves can never be. It's a beautiful hell... (Lead break) I don't have the strength to walk away, but it's a high price to pay. I can't let you go, so I remain in this beautiful hell, loving you this way. It's a beautiful hell to know you and not hold you cause you don't know how I feel, I'm not free to say. It's a beautiful hell, a beautiful hell, beautiful hell.
4.
You never thought it would take this long. Don't know if you can carry on. You've always come out on top before but now you're not so sure. You're up against a wall, no one to catch you if you fall. And no way out in sight from this unending night. It's been a while since you've tasted success. Maybe you should have stayed with the rest. Cause the road you've taken might leave you stranded, alone, and empty-handed. And you're wondering now if you'll ever see the dawn, or are you lost inside come cold, unending night? You've done your best but it's not enough, now where do you go? You've come this far, got to hang in tough because your heart tells you so. (Lead break) It's beginning to take its toll. How many more rounds can you go? Your mind is tired, your body's hurting, you've been too long in the ring. And part of you wants to just stay down for the count, concede the fight to this unending night. Yeah, part of you wants to just stay down for the count, concede the fight to this unending night.
5.
Viva La Vida 03:48
I used to rule the world, seas would rise when I gave the word. Now in the morning I sleep alone, sweep the streets I used to own. I used to roll the dice, feel the fear in my enemy's eyes, listen as the crowd would sing: "Now the old king is dead, long live the king!" One minute I held the key, next the walls were closed on me, and I discovered that my castles stand upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand. I hear Jerusalem bells a-ringing, Roman Cavalry choirs are singing. Be my mirror, my sword and shield, my missionaries in a foreign field. For some reason I can't explain, once you go there was never, never an honest word. That was when I ruled the world. It was the wicked and wild wind blew down the doors to let me in. Shattered windows and the sound of drums... People couldn't believe what I'd become. Revolutionaries wait for my head on a silver plate. Just a puppet on a lonely string. Oh, who would ever want to be king. I hear Jerusalem bells a-ringing, Roman Cavalry choirs are singing. Be my mirror, my sword and shield, my missionaries in a foreign field. For some reason I can't explain, I know Saint Peter won't call my name. There never was an honest word. But that was when I ruled the world. Wo-o-o... I hear Jerusalem bells a-ringing, Roman Cavalry choirs are singing. Be my mirror, my sword and shield, my missionaries in a foreign field. For some reason I can't explain, I know Saint Peter won't call my name. Never an honest word, but that was when I ruled the world.
6.
In this game of life where the stakes are so high, it doesn't seem right that you get just one try. And now you wake in the middle of the night, wondering what you did with your life. All the things you planned to do when you had more time became another dream undone as the years went rushing by. And it's too late now to retrace your steps, there's no going back down. You've placed your bets, gotta live with it somehow. The gambles you took just increased the debt, and all you've got left is regret. Once there weren't enough hours in a day, and people listened to what you had to say. The power you held could never slip away - what happened? How did it turn out this way? All the things you'd do differently if you had the chance are clear in the hindsight of a backward glance. But it's too late now to retrace your steps, there's no going back down. You've placed your bets, gotta live with it somehow. The gambles you took just increased the debt, and all you've got left is regret. (Lead break) What road was it that took you down? When did everything go wrong? When did the passion begin to fade for the things you cared about? Or was it just the sands of time that put your fire out? It's too late now to retrace your steps, there's no going back down. You've placed your bets, gotta live with it somehow. The gambles you took just increased the debt, and all you've got left is regret. All you've got left is regret. Yeah, all you've got left is regret.
7.
The storms they called for all day finally came, moments after I left your farm, backing down that dirt lane. The whole sky lit up and rivers of rain streamed from the car as I pulled away. Out on the highway I'm picking up speed, driving like there's something sad pursuing me. A phone call, a letter, words that we speak: it just takes a minute to shatter a dream. In any direction there'll be something to lose, but a warm south wind might help heal these blues. I'll stay on this highway, going away from you till I find a place where I can start anew. You said all you needed was a little time, and then we might give it another try. But you were just softening the truth with a lie; it's over, I know it, it was there in your eyes. Fierce but brief, the storm subsides, and an orange sunset fills the sky. I cross over a bridge, and below a train rumbles by, heading east, leaving the empty tracks behind. In any direction there'll be something to lose, but a warm south wind might help heal these blues. I'll stay on this highway, going away from you till I find a place where I can start anew.
8.
It's hard to let go of what's familiar, it's comforting and known; but if the butterfly had stayed a caterpillar, it wouldn't have far to roam. Everything changes. You've got to leave the ground to fly. Enter the strangeness, you won't know until you try. Like the first day of school, walking through that door into a world so different and new. It was the end of the one you had known before, you were scared and didn't know what to do. Everything changes, and it's okay to cry. Enter the strangeness, you don't always know the reasons why. Sometimes you keep going with nothing to hold on to but the faith that everything will work out in its way. And if you find yourself out on your own when a long time love ends, you'll discover what only you can know: that a heart doesn't break, it bends. And everything changes. You've got to leave the ground to fly. Enter the strangeness, there is life after goodbye.
9.
I heard you go. I watched you walk away into the snow. We shouldn't have fought. I should have run on out and brought you home. I wish somehow that I could turn back time. Then you might still be with me now, and they wouldn't be lowering you into the ground. I'd take it all back, those last things we said. And I would tell you how much I love you, instead. If I had known my last glimpse of you would be through the snow, I'd have brought you home, I'd have made things right. And I would never let you go out into that night. And I'd take back the last things we said, and I would tell you how much I love you, instead. (Lead break) If I had known... I would have never let you go out into that night, and I'd take back the last things we said. And I would tell you how much I love you, instead.
10.
I don't know how I can live without your love. I have nothing left to give without your love. There's an emptiness inside. All these years you've been my guide. Now I'm lost and I can't find my way without your love. Can't even make it through the day without your love. Everything I see is a living memory of how it used to be, and there's no peace without your love. Nothing in this world's complete without your love. I can feel you calling, can't stop myself from falling. Close my eyes, that's all I need to do and I'll be with you. And I'll be with you.

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released March 19, 2018

Vocal and guitar tracks by Teruko.
Recording, photography, videography by Rick Jones.
Music and lyrics by Teruko Anderson-Jones, except for "Viva La Vida" by Coldplay; "Without Your Love" music from "Samba Pa Ti" by Carlos Santana, lyrics by Teruko

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